Capricorn

There’s a silhouette in a dream calling me
Swear I can see her with my eyes closed
She tries to make me believe
That I’m alive and free
Come back! Why do you keep on looking away?
Can’t you see the possibilities?
Will I feel alive after living with this blindfold?

I keep
Telling myself
Telling myself
I’m not worth it
When did I fall?
It’s so damn lonely in my head
I keep killing myself
Not feeling myself

Maybe it’s all this time I spent
On lies I can’t hold onto
With her I come alive
I need to ease my mind
I want to feel alive
I just need to buy some time

I keep
Telling myself
Telling myself
I’m not worth it
When did I fall?
It’s damn lonely in my head
Killing myself, I’m not feeling myself

All this time I spent on lies I can’t hold onto
I didn’t even see it coming
My eyes wide, so guilty
I didn’t even see it coming
All this time I spent
Now where do I begin?
I feel it again
But this time it came so fast
Look in my eyes can you see my silhouette?