HoloGram

I really want to express what I feel
I really want you to stay
I miss a summer that will never return
Today near 30, I feel more lost than ever

I'm at work, and I remember the happy days
When we caught fire with no one beside us
It's so hard to be, to exist, to live
And I know it seems wrong to want it to go wrong

You, with that silly talk, led me to failure
Always hoping for a new dawn to change
But when I wake up, it's the same melody
Echoing memories that won't fade away

I'm at work, and I remember the happy days
When we caught fire with no one beside us
I live a good life now, but you're still with her
You don't realize you're still my number

I miss a summer that will never return
Yesterday, I went to the place you said was forever
Listening to Lorde's Ribs, I started to laugh
Who knew your promise had an expiration date?

It's so hard to be, to exist, to live
It's so hard to be, to exist, to live
I always hope for a new dawn to change
But here I am, feeling lost once again

I'm at work, and I remember the happy days
When we caught fire with no one beside us
It's so hard to be, to exist, to live
Yet I still hold on to what we had
Wishing you could see, you're my number
Forever echoing in my mind