Today Is In The Past

So what is left from all the love
That brought me here where I stand
Life was hard on me you know
All these lines are here to tell
Some say I'm young but I'm not sure
Cause my grey hair reminds me of
The suffering that's in my life
I just found out one year ago

I wonder what my family thought
Raising me among the tears
Destroying what I thought was pure
It couldn't have made me sane

I'm playing my songs
Ignoring the voice
Inside of my head that makes me fall
Someday I'll be gone
And all that you'll find
Are letters to tell why I left