You do It To Enjoy, I do It To Die Faster

I'm dying in flames from my own thoughts
It's a long way until I find the cure
And all of my friends know I am sick
But most of them don't seem to care
I just need a good reason to be alive
But all of my hope has faded away

I'm broken and falling to the ground
With no one to save me now
I keep losing my friends so I know that
When I'm gone they won't feel a thing
Until then I just watch the days go by