shotgun

I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun
It's been six months since the last time we talked
And I'ma fall off-stage when I perform in Boston
'Cause I'm so outraged 'bout the way that I lost her

Woke up this morning to my girl gone
I'm trying to figure out what I did so wrong
Was it something I said or maybe something I did?
And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib
I'm gonna blow off my head and confront my own death
But will she still find my lips on the ground and try to kiss them
I want to be something I'm not, yeah, yeah you know
Why are you so rude?
Why are you, why are you so rude?
You're violent, violent, attitude

What you trying to do, what you trying to take from me?
I had a feeling that you're kinda snaking me
But I agreeably 'cause I don't want you to leave
It's kinda problematic when I'm chasing peace
I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun
It's been six months since the last time we talked
And I'm a fall off-stage when I perform in Boston
'Cause I'm so outraged 'bout the way that I lost her

Woke up this morning to my girl gone
I'm trying to figure out what I did so wrong
Was it something I said or maybe something I did
And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib
I got my headphones on, bumping over tonight songs
I've been so sober that I can keep composure
When my bitch starts acting stupid and claiming that I own her
And blaming me for hours, telling me that we are over again
Why are you so rude?
Why are you, why are you so rude?
You're violent, violent, attitude