would u notice

Oh, I have no vision
I might fall down this hill
Wrapped in emotions, 'cause it's all I can feel
I'm really hopeless, I might go take a pill
Would you even notice if I ever got killed?
(Oh, shit!)

(A ghost) oh, I have no vision
I might fall down this hill
Wrapped in emotions, 'cause it's all I can feel
I'm really hopeless, I might go take a pill
Would you even notice if I ever got killed?

I spend my whole life feeling awful 'cause I'm mentally ill
I like to guzzle down the everclear, it helps with my chills
I think I'd rather be a no-one than to live in the hills
It's 'cause I'm scared of fucking people and the way that they feel

I think I lost my head, I think I lost my mind
My shirt will be so red, after I blow my mind
Then I grab the razor, let's do it all again
Then I won't save her, I'll lose another friend

Think I might've had a little too much to drink tonight
'Cause the thought of textin' her gets realer throughout the night
If I was to text her hello, do you think she would mind?
I love drinkin' bottles, 'cause they numb my whole anxious mind

I think I ran, and then it's always my fault, again
I can't remember, 'cause I'm off of the salts, again
(Awww) there's so much blood and fuckin' liquor all on my hand

Ooh, I'ma say to her, lookin' fuckin' down at her
Ooh, I'ma stay with her, grinnin' down my face for her
Ooh, I'm the same witness, victim to the same killer
Ooh, I'm a slave for her
Ooh, I'm a slave now
Ooh, with a gun in my hand, I'll fuckin' aim at my head
Would you even notice if I turned out dead?
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)

Oh, I have no vision
I might fall down this hill
Wrapped in emotions, 'cause it's all I can feel
I'm really hopeless, I might go take a pill
Would you even notice if I ever got-
Oh, I have no vision
I might fall down this hill
Wrapped in emotions 'cause it's all I can feel
I'm really hopeless, I might go take a pill
Would you even notice if I ever got killed-?