Numb

A cold breeze touches my skin
Fill my lungs coming in from the north
The sun sinks slowly into the sea
As I wander the coast in thoughts
A moment ago an illusion of purity
Touched my thought with the wind, immideately fading,
Burned away by the cauldron of sorrow within

Well I had my pride, or let's say:
I thought so
I've been down so many times,
I don't care about honour

In this ocean a billion souls have drowned
I sink deeper in the hell of my own...

But somehow I carry on float with the tide
Reap the storm
Take one more death and...

Below the surface of your consciousness
The pressure increases
'til one day Hope is finally lost
Falling into a state of fatigue
You come to think:
"Most people deserve to die but they carry on breeding"
The air I foul from the their _prescetise_
even under these northen stars.
As the mills of time keep grinding
Life's left me bleeding

Well I had my pride, or let's say:
I thought so
I've been down so many times,
I don't care about honour

I never did belong here
I might as well just...

But somehow I carry on float with the tide
Reap the storm
Take one more death and...