Nyctophobia

Every day when we were alone
I slowly died
He said “Be nice and help me"
Then he shut the door
He stripped himself
He stripped me naked
And he hurt me but I couldn’t escape
I smelled his sweat and I felt his kinkyness
I closed my eyes and died

Save my life!
Save my soul!
Tame my rage!
And give me back my innocence!
Take away the blame!
Make me feel clean again!
Protect me from self distruct
And from nyctophobia!

Eleven years went by
And I became an empty shell
I felt dirty but no water would help
Until the last minute of my life
On a balmy autumn day
My day of reckoning
I found death by my own hand
I said my last prayer

Save my life!
Save my soul!
Tame my rage!
And give me back my innocence!
Take away the blame!
Make me feel clean again!
Protect me from self distruct
And from nyctophobia!