Always I

wanted to pin things down
but not fake it
rather not hear what i
plan to say
i've got to say
it's not easy to keep up the invention
don't wanna hide what i have to feel
i've got to feel
i, my i, always i

wanted to see this through
can i face it?
now i'm too tired to hide
it's easy to give up the attentions
of lucid time though i'd
learn to see
it had to be
i, my i, always i