Awake

There's a crossroads in mind
Accumulating fear
There are shadows in my past
But I can't keep them there
I know I want to change
But still I stay the same
I know there's things I want
Without giving what I have

With everything I see
I'm lost without a clue
Just wanna shut out every single one of you
Locking all my doors
Turn off all my lights
My only comfort is when I fall asleep at night

And we all just fall apart
And we all just fade away
Just as buildings turn to dust
We returned to the ground someday
I should just live my life
I should just play the game
But still I do what's right
And regret it everyday

I'd rather have no friends
I'd like to sever ties
I'd like to be alone
To wither away and die
I find my peace when I'm alone
Finally on my time
My mind no longer burns with the anxiety of life

And we all just fall apart
And we all just fade away
Just as buildings turn to dust
We returned to the ground someday
I should just live my life
I should just play the game
But still I do what's right
And regret it everyday