New Medicine

I fucked things up again
Got lost in my own head and then
I tried new medicine with friends
It threw me off the end
I got fucked up again
Got lost in my own head and then
Felt my depression hit
And jumped right in

Do you feel what I fail to feel?
There's nothing here, this isn't real
I need you to tell the truth
We both know where this goes and I hate it

I'm thinking of ending things
It's been this way for a while it seems
Unlikely that this will change
And I don't think that my head can take it

It's been a long time since anything felt right
I don't care what you say, I'm not staying

I fucked things up again
Got lost in my own head and then
I tried new medicine with friends
It threw me off the end
I got fucked up again
Got lost in my own head and then
Felt my depression hit
I saw the void and jumped right in

Do you feel as weird as I feel?
We're watching films and I think they're real
I need you to tell the truth
'Cause I don't feel myself and I hate it

I'm sinking into this chair
I'm seeing things that I know aren't there
There's no a quick fix for how I feel
And I don't think that my head can take it

It's been a long time since anything felt right
I'm in over my head, I'm not playing

I fucked things up again
Got lost in my own head and then
I tried new medicine with friends
It threw me off the end
I got fucked up again
Got lost in my own head and then
Felt my depression hit
I saw the void and jumped right in

I fucked things up again
Got lost in my own head and then
I tried new medicine with friends
It threw me off the end
I got fucked up again
Got lost in my own head and then
Felt my depression hit
I saw the void and jumped right in