End Of Illusions

Everything is a truly mad rush from the first step to the last
And i stare at empty pictures of this sick life in the past
Everything i tried to reach was the illusion of a sense
To allay this futility that is pounding in my mind

But i woke up of silence
Woke up of this dream
I am back in this bunch of shit
In this world i never liked

And my dreams are died down in the cold of this life
Burned to paltry cinders... pale and grey
And i take a last breath
And bring it to the end
Cuz‘ rather i would die than crawl on knees

All hope is lost
This time forever
Shattered and burned is what i loved
All hope is lost
Now more than ever
I leave and fade in the darkness

Everything is a truly mad rush and i don‘t care of the past
I go on, walk the wicked way
That will throw my live apart
And i live in silence
Shattered by my dreams
Here i am in this bunch of shit
In this world i never liked