Jaded

Time flies by slowly
I feel a little bit jaded
I left home running
Did you read the letters
I stacked up upon your table
But you didn’t leave

I was like an anchor sinking slowly
The more I tried to breathe
The worse it got for me
You tried to help but in the end you were killing me softly
And now it all ends with blurry memories

I know heaven it’s still so far away
But falling asleep right next to you
It’s the missing piece for this heart game
For this love game
It’s a tough game
It’s a losing game

I was like an anchor sinking slowly
The more I tried to breathe
The worse it got for me
You tried to help but in the end you were killing me softly
And now it all ends with blurry memories

Where do I go now
Will I find myself somehow
What can I do if I can have nobody else but you
Where do I go now
Will I find myself somehow
What can I say when all it’s left are blurry memories
Just blurry memories
Just blurry memories