Life Of Dreaming

In the silence I hear the clock ticking
My skin is warm against the cold evening
The scars I'm aware have left my bed
To chase me in a walk for meaning

I live as I dream, I fight as I love
It'll cost me the world to bloom as a God
But here I am now
When everything else has been broken

With a fistful of hate
I numbered the days
To open my rugged heart
I gambled and lost
The mercy, the call
To tear this question apart

The fever, the war
Locked out too far
To be reached and ended for good
Is closer than never
I may be worthy of heaven
But I'm not quite in the mood

And turning my back to this fate
I've made one of my own
Don't be ashamed and fool me again
I won't last too long

And turning my back to this fate
I've made one of my own
Don't be ashamed and fool me again
I won't last too long

'Cause I, I beg for a life of dreaming
'Cause I, I beg for a life of dreaming