Nineteen

I wear myself too thin,
Can't help myself this time.
I'm on the outside looking in,
Can't see myself this time.

Don't wanna go, don't wanna go, don't wanna drive back home.
There's nothing there for me.
It's 1am, it's 2am, it's 4 in the morning.

Did I think she'd be here?
Did I fool myself again?
I think I did.
I think I fooled myself again.
Again, again, again.
I fooled myself again.

If I spend just one,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Being mediocre then,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Well, I'll scream atop my lungs,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Being mediocre then,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Well, I'll scream atop my lungs, but it falls on deaf ears.

I wear myself too thin,
Can't help myself this time.
I'm on the outside looking in,
Can't see myself this time.

Don't wanna go, don't wanna go, don't wanna drive back home.
There's nothing there for me.
It's 1am, it's 2am, it's 4 in the morning.

Did I think she'd be here?
Did I fool myself again?
I think I did.
I think I fooled myself again.
Again, again, again.
I fooled myself again.

If I spend just one,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Being mediocre then,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Well, I'll scream atop my lungs,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Being mediocre then,
Just one more night,
Just one more night,
Well, I'll scream atop my lungs.
I scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only...
scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only...
scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only...
scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only...
scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only...
scream out loud,
but no one hears a sound.
I take my life with lack of sleep.
I believe the things I feel,
The things I see are fooling only me.