Bittersweet

No, I'm not trying to compete
With anybody but it's hard to breathe
And it's been feeling bittersweet
Because you always make me weak
I don't wanna stay here and I need to get out of this
House, this town, this city I'm around
It's been hard without you lately
I can't live on a 'maybe'

I'm losing my sleep for you
I've got to get up, back on my feet and who
Is gonna pull me up, because it's hard to move
I would lie if I said I didn’t miss you
I just wish you’d miss me too

I’m sitting by sea all alone watching the water glow
With a seat next to me which is empty ‘cos you’re gone
Filling the sea with my tears ‘cos I regret I let you go
The weather’s getting cold, I need someone to hold
Me closely ‘cos I don't wanna be lonely tonight

I'm losing my sleep for you
I've got to get up, back on my feet and who
Is gonna pull me up, because it's hard to move
I would lie if I said I didn’t miss you
I just wish you’d miss me too