selfdestructive

Nothing is ever
Ever enough for me
Wanna do better
I wish I could believe
There's nothing wrong with me

Ooh, yeah
But I keep changing my mind
Been here way too many times
Even though I see the signs
They're not that hard to read
Not who I wanna be

Who's gonna love me
Gonna love me
When the lights go out
I keep going round in circles
Tryna figure out

Find a reason
Why I'm running away, from my feelings
I'm self destructive
Who's gonna love me
Gonna love me

When the lights go out
I keep going round in circles
Tryna figure out
Find a reason
Why I'm running away, from my feelings
I'm self destructive

Bottled emotions
Taking a toll on me
Deep like an ocean
Making it hard to breathe
Hard to breathe

But I keep changing my mind
Been here way too many times
Even though I see the signs
They're not that hard to read
Not who I wanna be

Oh, yeah
Who's gonna love me
Gonna love me
When the lights go out
I keep going round in circles

Tryna figure out
Find a reason
Why I'm running away, from my feelings
I'm self destructive

Who's gonna love me
Gonna love me
When the lights go out
I keep going round in circles

Tryna figure out
Find a reason
Why I'm running away, from my feelings
I'm self destructive

I keep running and running away
Round in circles but I’ll find my way
I keep running and running away
It ain’t forever
I’ll learn to love me better