Hold The Gun

I'm not a bad guy
But I know I don't have saint in my blood
Cause I have a good man
Who understands how to treat me with love
But something's missing
When we kiss no spark, just lighter fluid
So breathe out the poison
Get the syphon cause these lips are toxic

Give up or fight for us
Don't want to leave if my heart's in love
The guilt might be the death of me
If words can be a weapon end the misery

I don't want to hold the gun
I don't want to be the one
To break your heart and ruin what we had
But I can't look you in the eye
Say you make me feel alive
Pull the trigger baby cause I can't
Oooo hold the gun
Oooo hold the gun

I thought if I left
All this pain next to the dog I buried
Something would change
But that's defined they say as insanity
Nothing can grow
If my baby don't know what made the grass die
Now the back yard's black
And I I still can't explain why

Give up or fight for us
Don't want to leave if my heart's in love
The guilt might be the death of me
Put the gun to my head and end the misery

I don't want to hold the gun
I don't want to be the one
To break your heart and ruin what we had
But I can't look you in the eye
Say you make me feel alive
Pull the trigger baby cause I can't
Oooo hold the gun
Oooo hold the gun

I don't want to hold the gun
I don't want to be the one
To break your heart and ruin what we had
But I can't look you in the eye
Say you make me feel alive
Pull the trigger baby cause I can't
Oooo hold the gun
Oooo hold the gun