ลามปาม (Circus) (feat. BOWKYLION)

If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have had to cry myself to sleep
The sorrow I once felt, I'd finally stopped falling apart
But it was too late to say you ended the story
And left me, the one who loved and cared for you so well

I blame myself every day
But once I knew the truth
I couldn't hold back

I wouldn't ask you to stay if I just knew you
Left to meet him
I wouldn't ask you to say you still loved your ex
Just seeing you made me understand I didn't want to ask
I wouldn't take it too far, I'd go back and try with him first

If you were going to start over, why didn't you let go of your old love?
There must be more people hurt from the love you weren't sure of

Waiting for you to come back isn't tiring
It's like knowing who you really love
The secret person keeps me counting down the minutes
When he comes back, I have to go

I waited for you every day
Until I found out the truth
You never loved me

I wouldn't ask you to stay if I just knew you
Left to meet him
I wouldn't ask you to say you still loved your ex
Just seeing you made me understand I didn't want to ask
I wouldn't take it too far, I'd go back and try with him first

What you told me was that we weren't compatible
I just want a break from all the problems and things that are weighing on me
You broke up with me, it's sad to stay
To go back to your ex you still love him

I wouldn't ask you to stay if I just knew you
Left to meet him
I wouldn't ask you to tell me you still love your ex
I understand I don't want to ask
I won't go back and try with him first

No matter how far we've come, we have to go back

You planted me but never watered me
You never asked if I loved you
I understand the answer is always him, every moment