heartless

I want to go downhill
Loving and hating myself
Is part of my whole life

I don't want to be you
Find myself in purgatory
And be someone radioactive

Knock on your door
Knock knock knock
I don't leave you alone
No day you live

And I don't want to be you
Selfish and heartless
Who just wants to fantasize

Trip to hell, I don't want to miss my existence, I want to die in peace

I don't want to miss you, I want to see you dead

You realized that you only had me
(That you only had me)
Do you realized that you miss me?
(That you miss me?)

I blame you for everything I feel, you didn't value me and I waited for you