Happy Days

I remember when there used to be colors all over
And I could wake up and barely open my eyes
Having a simple mind
Feeling so euphoric
Not knowing what later lurks in my lifetime
Wanting to stay in this moment always
Now my days are fading every time I blink
Foreseeing images
Flashing in my head
Violent voices
Wanting me dead
Opened eyes start to burn now
The sun is just too much
And when I close them the darkness engulfs me

As I'm growing
Things are dying
It only takes one mistake
To beget another
I can never see this happening
I'm still young
Please don't take this away from me
Let me at least keep this
As a memory
Now all that is left
Is entering this path
Where my miserable life starts
Just as I watch the colors fade away
I begin to step towards this black void
Where no light is found here

I will miss these moments where things were still innocent
The days where I still believed
I will miss these everlasting beautiful fields
Where I would run and reach for the sky
I will miss these happy days
I will miss it
Oh how I will miss it