Nervous Wreck

Drew the blinds on the sunlight pouring in
Locked the door, but I hope someone opens it
A recluse torn in two by loneliness
Don’t wanna be with myself or anyone else

Thoughts are turning poisonous
Vital signs are weakening
Hold my breath and hope this ends

'Cause lately I’ve been more or less a nervous wreck
I’m staying in, I'm out of it
A ghost in my reflection
I wanna see me again

Left the house, stepping out on a limb again
Chasing fleeting feelings of confidence
With a map torn in half, I'm directionlеss
Drifting far from myself
And everyonе else

Drifting far from myself
Drifting far from everybody else