Survive

She told me I was nothing n it hurt
She used to make me happy n feel special with her words
I tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs

I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know
When I'm gonna go
Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind

I'm always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die

Always in my bed I made her leave me here alone
Screamin at her crying I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more

I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know
When I'm gonna go
Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind

I'm always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die