Forgive me, my love

My soul was flown away so far it reached to you
But never came back home
It's living now in you

I felt your quiet heart
I heard it through the rain
The night was breathing slow
And nothing felt the same

Forgive me, my love, I'm empty inside
Forgive me, my love, I'm losing the light
Autumn rain under my window
Tears fall down my eyes
The rain has washed all the past away
I'm learning how to survive

Your final words still haunt my chest
I'm trying to rebuild myself
I'm happy for you, but not tonight
I'm dying inside, but still alive
The world goes on, but I can't move
I'm living in the ghost of you

Be happy, my love, I'm letting you go
Be happy, my love
I mean, in this time, I know
Autumn rain under my window
Tears fall down my eyes
The rain has washed all the past away
I'm learning how to survive
Your final words still haunt my chest

Oh, every night I dream of you
The city lights still shining through
Your name is smoke, it fills the air
I breathe it in, but you're not there

Be happy, my love, I'm letting you go for real
Be happy, my love
I'll fade, but you will heal