Living In My Mind

Today the sky is crying down
I stay quiet just to hear the sound
Rain keeps falling on the ground
Like it knows I'm breaking down

I forget this isn’t a happy day
No one’s coming, no one stays
No one here to hold me tight
Just empty walls and fading light

For so long my soul’s been cold
Walking shadows, losing hold
Time moved on, but I stayed the same
Living memories soaked in pain

The past is breathing in my head
Memories of a soul long dead
I haven’t seen the Sun in years
Still my skin burns through my tears
I look in the mirror, soaked in rain
Tell me, will I see you again?

I feel the fire beneath my skin
But outside I'm freezing within
The storm outside reflects my mind
Thunder speaks what I can’t define

I don’t step out to see the light
I hide away from day and night
The mirror shows a ghost of me
Drenched in what I used to be

The past is breathing in my head
Memories of a soul long dead
I haven’t seen the Sun in years
Still my skin burns through my tears
Standing alone in pouring rain
Will I ever see you again?

If I scream into the grey
Would you hear me anyway?
If I fade into the rain
Would you whisper my name?

The past is screaming in my head
Memories I wish were dead
The Sun feels like a distant flame
And I don’t even know my name
I see myself, washed in pain
Tell me
Will I see you again?