All The Things We Didn't Say

I knew the consequences of leaving it all, of leaving it all behind
But I was tired of pretending
I started forgetting how to be myself
I wasted my time accepting the dreams that were plaguing me
And it didn't help

You were the light standing in the dark
Sinking every shade of my scars
In where desires go to die
You tried to make me change my mind
Breathing down my neck to fill my cracks
But sometimes love is not enough

I knew it would be painful to throw it away
Disintegrate
Annihilate
What made me brave
But I was tired of pretending
That gentle blade stuck in my chest didn't hurt

You were the light standing in the dark
Sinking every shade of my scars
In where desires go to die
You tried to make me change my mind
Breathing down my neck to fill my cracks
But sometimes love is not enough

Tonight all we said with a bitter smile
Lives through our silence
Tonight we'll look in each other's eyes
And say goodbye
God knows we tried
God knows we tried
We tried to smile

You were the light standing in the dark
Sinking every shade of my scars
In where desires go to die
You tried to make me change my mind
Breathing down my neck to fill my cracks
But sometimes love is not enough