Shame Reactions

Whiskey a go-go
Head spinning, oh no
I wanna know who's in control
Yeah, who's in control?

She's calculated
I'm fucking clueless
Chaotic stupid
I'll get used to feeling useless

Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her
Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
She tastes like meat
She tastes like blood
She tastes so sweet

Whiskey a go-go
Hеad spinning, oh no
Rereading old texts
Burning holеs right through my conscience

My head is crowded
My thoughts are clouded
Is this my life or just a fond fuck you to a friend?

Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her
Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
She tastes like meat
She tastes like blood

She tastes so sweet