Saudaji

Longing

Saudaji

I can't afford to lose myself
わたしはわたしと はぐれるわけにはいかないから
Watashi wa watashi to hagureru wake ni wa ikanai kara
Let's meet again someday, goodbye love
いつかまた会いましょう その日までさよなら恋心よ
Itsuka mata aimashou sono hi made SAYONARA koigokoro yo

Rather than telling lies, you don't have to say anything
うそをつくぐらいなら なにも話してくれなくていい
Uso wo tsuku gurai nara nani mo hanashitekure nakute ii
You're leaving, I understand that much
あなたは去ってゆくよ それだけはわかっているから
Anata wa satte yuku yo sore dake wa wakatte iru kara
The woman who looked at you wasn't cute
みつめあったわたしはかわい女じゃなかったね
Mitsume atta watashi wa kawai onna janakatta ne
At least let me show you a smile at the end
せめてさいごはえがおでかざらせて
Semete saigo wa egao de kazarasete

If tears can dissolve sadness and overflow
なみだがかなしみをとかして あふれるものだとしたら
Namida ga kanashimi wo tokashite afureru mono da to shitara
I want to drink those drops once again
そのしずくも もういちどのみほしてしまいたい
Sono shizuku mo mou ichido no mihoshite shimaitai
As long as the sharp pain continues to linger in my chest
りんとしたいたみむねにとまりつづけるかぎり
Rin to shita itami mune ni tomari tsudzukeru kagiri
I will be able to remember you
あなたをわすれずにいられるでしょう
Anata wo wasurezu ni irareru deshou

Swaying love, sweet dreams were swept away by the waves
ゆれしてね恋心よ あまいゆめはなみにさらわれたの
Yureshite ne koigokoro yo amai yume wa nami ni sarawareta no
Let's meet again someday, goodbye love
いつかまた会いましょう その日までさよなら恋心よ
Itsuka mata aimashou sono hi made SAYONARA koigokoro yo

With each passing moment, I get to know you a little more
ときをかさねるごとに ひとつずあなたをしっていって
Toki wo kasaneru goto ni hitotsuzu anata wo shitte itte
And as time goes on, I start to lose that knowledge
さらにときをかさねて ひとつずわからなくなって
Sara ni toki wo kasanete hitotsuzu wakaranaku natte
Trying to compare the disappearing love to the setting sun
あいがきえてゆくのを ゆうひにたとえてみたりして
Ai ga kiete yuku no wo yuuhi ni tatoete mitari shite
Surely, there will remain saudade
そこにたしかにのこるサウダージ
Soko ni tashika ni nokoru SAUDAAJI

If my thoughts could cast shadows even on spoken words
おもいをつむいだことばまで かげをせおわすのならば
Omoi wo tsumui da kotoba made kage wo seowasu no naraba
I would like to become a silent shell at the bottom of the sea
うみのそこでものいわぬかいになりたい
Umi no soko de mono iwanu kai ni naritai
If I could return to the sea without anyone bothering me
だれにもじゃまをされずに うみにかえれたらいいのに
Dare ni mo jama wo sarezu ni umi ni kaeretara ii no ni
I would quietly remember you
あなたをひっそりとおもいださせて
Anata wo hissori to omoi dasasete

Give up love, the blue kite just cuts through me
あきらめて恋心よ あおいきたいはわたしをきりさくだけ
Akiramete koigokoro yo aoi kitai wa watashi wo kirisaku dake
Tell that person... lonely... it's okay... lonely
あのひとにつたえて...さびしい...だいじょうぶ...さびしい
Ano hito ni tsutaete... sabishii... daijoubu... sabishii

Repeated, common stories
くりかえされる よくあるはなし
Kurikaesareru yoku aru hanashi
Of meetings and farewells, love and laughter, likes and dislikes
であいとわかれなくも わらうもすきもきらいも
Deai to wakare naku mo warau mo suki mo kirai mo

Forgive me, love, sweet dreams were swept away by the waves
ゆるしてね恋心よ あまいゆめはなみにさらわれたの
Yurushite ne koigokoro yo amai yume wa nami ni sarawareta no
Let's meet again someday, goodbye love
いつかまた会いましょう その日までさよなら恋心よ
Itsuka mata aimashou sono hi made SAYONARA koigokoro yo

By your side, I felt eternity for sure
あなたのそばでは えいえんをたしかにかんじたから
Anata no soba de wa eien wo tashika ni kanjitakara
Burning the night sky, I breathed, love
よぞらをこがして わたしはいきたわ 恋心と
Yozora wo kogashite watashi wa ikitawa koigokoro to