In My Thoughs

She said if you didn’t wanna be with me
Then why’d you lead me on?
I shed tears for all these empty years
The worst was yet to come
I remember feeling everything
But now I just feel numb
Won’t forget the words you said to me
I’ll keep them in my thoughts
Yeah, you’re always in my thoughts
Yeah, you’re always in my thoughts

Lost your attention
Lost your affection
And I noticed when it happened
I suppressed it
Tryna be impressive
I lost my head then
I did some bad things
But I don’t regret them
You asked me, "Is it true though?"
Slamming two doors

Parking at that light
I was sick of rumors
In conclusion, I drove off that night
I don’t want your lies anymore
I just need the time to let go
Fuck you and your mind of control

And saying you don’t want me no more
I gave you everything that you asked for, asked for
Now I don’t even want you as a friend no, friend no
Sick and tired, these excuses gotta let up
Know I promised not to do this but I messed up