Guilt

It always hurts most
The moment I wake
Slowly suffocated
By the air of mistakes
Now I can't breathe
Like I could breathe before
Like heavier gravity
Pull me to the floor

And I deserve it
Never worth it

These loose lips laid the flames
That put the smoke in my lungs
And I'll asphyxiate
On all the things that I've done
Like a final friend
This guilt stays till the end

It always hurts most
The moment I let it
Trap me in my room
Block off all of my exits
Higher and higher
Oh lord what a fire
Lit from the matchbook
Of the noblest liar

And I know I deserve it
But who gets burned next?

These loose lips laid the flames
That put the smoke in my lungs
And I'll asphyxiate
On all the things that I've done
Like a final friend
This guilt will be my end