Numb

Why do people come and go
Next time I won't open the door
Felt so much pain it left me sore
I let it slide but not no more

I put the blame on myself
I really thought you'd be there
And that's the reason I'm hurtin
Was gone tell you how I felt
I knew that you wouldn't care
I'm pretty sure yea I'm certain

Told her I'm done like I'm droppin out
If it don't make me funds then I crop it out
If you ain't up to nuttin then you not allowed
Almost lost my conscious tryna make you smile

Sometimes I run away
I don't know no other way
I ran out of words to say
Trying to find something to numb the pain
Sometimes I run away
I don't know no other way
I ran out of words to say
Trying to find something to numb the pain

I never felt this way before
My heart it need to be restored
Everyday I be at war
This life don't never show remorse

And everything that I felt
I went through it by myself
Some people say I deserve it
You call my name and I'm there
I'm never asking for help
But you can't show me no mercy

Sometimes I run away
I don't know no other way
I ran out of words to say
Trying to find something to numb the pain
Sometimes I run away
I don't know no other way
I ran out of words to say
Trying to find something to numb the pain