Circles

I've been holding my breath when I'm next to you
Didn't mean to be still
Don't know how you feel
When you circle my skin with your fingertips
You are leaving your mark you can't see the sparks
But I do
Still I let you

I'd do it all again
Let go of your hand
Lose you one more time
Cross another line

And I hope
We go in circles

I've been having bad dreams about you again
Where you're mad at detached
And you sit like a match
Who is waiting for someone worth striking for
I don't think about that
When I walk out the door
To your place
Through the flames

I'd do it all again
Let go of your hand
Lose you one more time
Cross another line

And I hope
We go in circles

Again and again, again and again and again
Again and again
Again and again, again, again, again, again, again

I don't think that there is a better way
To explain this whole mess
Lay it to rest
Then to write down the words I've been moving towards
Might be scared of the past
But still I'd go back
I'm just fine
Loving from outside