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I do the things I do so I won't be trusting
And so I won't be loving, I'll never hope for anything
Even then, I'll go along acting very carefully
Ego never growing, I don't want them to know me

I do the things I do so I won't be hurting
And so I'm not a bully, I won't give in to murdering
Even then, I'll go along faking almost everything
So I don't act arrogantly

I'll say a joke or two and
Talk in such a way that'll make you wanna stay
And even then I'll laugh to
Bring you back and charm you anyway

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Be sure to eat it till it's gone and don't you say a word
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A picky eater through and through, you still have much to learn

Empty out your mind and then you'll realize
If your hear is real when you cast it aside
Surely you're the same and even that is mine

By the way I wanna know, if a couple days ago
Did we at that time, you know what?
Hey, never mind

I do the things I do so I won't expose me
And so you'll never know me, you won't be getting close to me
Even then, I'll go along always speaking freely
I make then laugh so easy, instead of making fun of me

I do the things I do coming off so politely
I praise them very highly, admire al their qualities
Even then, I'll go along never speaking bitterfly
So I don't act ignorantly

Prison bound we participate
Here I go, yet again, saying: What–? No way
I'm in awe 'cause your bangs, yeah they're all the craze
Even though, what I see, yeah, It's all the same

Morning or night, I'll snap you see
Misstep while they're watching face a group lynching
But it's do or die, survive insanity

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You know that every now and then a love will bring you pain
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They're gonna leave you far behind, their are forever stained

Way back at the start, with dreams I could impress
Now it's tossed aside, no one cares, no one obsessed
Sometimes we say no but we're always meaning yes

Hey, I gotta say that today we were amazed
Got a knack for things like that
That could blow us all away

Love in season, give a reason, bitter choco decoration
Love in feeling, give a meaning, bitter choco decoration
(F-u-c-k y-o-u)

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I wanna be all that you need, I want to make it last
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I'm gonna burn it all away, my feelings into ash

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I'll kill my ego and my heart, and put them in the ground
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I guess I grew up in the end
Hey Mom, look at me now

Surely here on out, from now until the end
Hell will always follow me, even when I'm dead
Ah, that's why I'm begging here, now and again
Please, I wanna feel like I did back as a kid
Not a single piece of clothing to cover what I did

Hey you look familiar, though it's been a couple years
Weren't you that preoccupi–
Sorry, never mind