Last Amalgamate

I've had my share
Living a lie
Everything I could have possibly tried

Blood on my hands
Tears on my past
Trying to build us a future to last

I feel ashamed
I want to hide
Deep on the shadows of my own demise

Taking the pain
Of thousands of lifes
Seems like I know just what regret feels like

All of my failures are alive and breathing
Trapped in the darkness of such a cold place
They look at me but cannot hear me screaming
And I can't stand looking at my own face

Guilt is consuming my beaten up heart
I lost my meaning so I should depart
Death is the only thing left to relate
I shall become the last amalgamate