Kanata Haluka

Distant Haluka

Kanata Haluka

The meaning of love, the touch, and the theory of relativity
恋の意味も手触りも相対性理論も
koi no imi mo tezawari mo soutaisei riron mo
I was just as much a daydreamer
同じくらいエソラゴトなこの僕だったんだ
onaji kurai esoragoto na kono boku dattan da
When I become an adult, will we meet?
大人になるその時には出会えているのかな
otona ni naru sono toki ni wa deaeteiru no ka na
Do you understand the meaning of the countless love songs?
何万とある愛の歌 その意味がわかるかな
nanman to aru ai no uta sono imi ga wakaru ka na

But love is not a revolution, a symptom, or a natural disaster
でも恋は革命でも症候でも天変地異でもなくて
demo koi wa kakumei demo shousou demo tenpen chii demo nakute
It was you
君だった
kimi datta
Your way of laughing somehow resembled loneliness
君の笑い方はなぜか寂しさに似てた
kimi no waraikata wa naze ka sabishisa ni niteta
Your way of singing looked like today's sunrise
君の歌い方は今日の朝焼けに見えた
kimi no utaikata wa kyou no asayake ni mieta

Rather than what humanity will be doing thousands of years from now
何千年後の人類が何をしているかより
nanzen nen go no jinrui ga nani wo shiteiru ka yori
I want to see you smiling with a face no one knows yet
まだ誰も知らない顔で笑う君を見たい
mada daremo shiranai kao de warau kimi wo mitai
I am made of something I don't have
僕にはない僕にはないものでできてる
boku ni wa nai boku ni wa nai mono de dekiteru
You are shaping me
君がこの僕を形作ってる
kimi ga kono boku wo katachi tsukutteru

You'll probably laugh if I say that
そんなこと言うと笑うんでしょ
sonna koto iu to waraun desho?
But I want to see even that face
そんな顔でさえ見たいと思ってる
sonna kao de sae mitai to omotteru
This heart I've used for myself until now
僕ひとりのため今まで使ってきたこの心
boku hitori no tame kyou made tsukatte kita kono kokoro
Suddenly interrupted by you, causing great inconvenience
突然君に割り込まれ大迷惑大重態
totsuzen kimi ni warikomare dai meiwaku dai juutai

But then you were what I wanted most in the universe right now
でもすると君はこの僕が今宇宙で一番欲しかった
demo suru to kimi wa kono boku ga ima uchuu de ichiban hoshikatta
To speak
言葉を言うの
kotoba wo iu no
Your speaking voice resembled my mother's lullaby
君の話す声は母の鼻歌に似てた
kimi no hanasu koe wa haha no hanauta ni niteta
Your silence looked like the stillness of the night
君が黙る姿は夜の静けさに見えた
kimi ga damaru sugata wa yoru no shizukesa ni mieta

It doesn't matter what color the Earth will be in thousands of years
何万年後の地球が何色でももういい
nanman nen go no chikyuu ga nani iro demo mou ii
You are already watching and listening
まだ誰も知らない顔で笑う僕を君は
mada daremo shiranai kao de warau boku wo kimi wa
To me, who is smiling with a face no one knows yet
何百何千ともうすでに
nanbyaku nanzen to mou sude ni
You probably won't know
見てるよ聞いてるの知りはしないでしょう
miteru yo kiiteru no shiri wa shinai deshou

As long as you're here
あなたさえいれば” “あなたさえいれば
anata sae ireba” “anata sae ireba
Even if the following words are terrifying
その後に続く言葉がどれだけ恐ろしい姿をしていても
sono ato ni tsuzuku kotoba ga dore dake osoroshii sugata wo shiteitemo
I can go embrace you with these arms
この両の腕でいざ抱きしめに行けるよ
kono ryou no ude de iza dakishime ni ikeru yo
The despair I see with you shines so brightly without hope
あなたと見る絶望は あなたなしの希望など霞むほど輝くから
anata to miru zetsubou wa anata nashi no kibou nado kasumu hodo kagayaku kara

Your way of laughing somehow resembled kindness
君の笑い方はなぜか優しさに似てた
kimi no waraikata wa naze ka yasashisa ni niteta
Your way of singing looked like today's evening shower
君の歌い方は今日の夕立に見えた
kimi no utaikata wa kyou no yuudachi ni mieta
Rather than what humanity will be doing thousands of years from now
何千年後の人類が何をしているかより
nanzen nen go no jinrui ga nani wo shiteiru ka yori
I want to see you smiling with a face no one knows yet
まだ誰も知らない顔で笑う君を見たい
mada daremo shiranai kao de warau kimi wo mitai

I am made of something I don't have
僕にはない僕にはないものでできてる
boku ni wa nai boku ni wa nai mono de dekiteru
You are shaping me
君がこの僕を形作ってる
kimi ga kono boku wo katachi tsukutteru
If I call out your name until I wither
枯れるほど君の名前叫んだら
kareru hodo kimi no namae sakendara
I'll shout it now if it reaches you
君に届くなら 今叫ぶよ
kimi ni todoku nara ima sakebu yo