Just Begun (California)

Take a look around, don’t drown in your self-doubt
It’s not funny
Fast-forward to the future
Why does it have to be so blurry?
I can barely sleep, dreaming of my own worries
How can I be sure if things will work just fine for me?

I'm in California, losing sleep
Things are changing, I feel seen
I’ve never tasted a sweet so sweet
I'm not used to crying for things like these

It isn’t obvious, but I feel it in my chest
Have I gone too far? Did I do my best?
You only notice when it’s almost done
I feel my future has just begun

I'm in California, losing sleep
Things are changing, I feel seen
I’ve never tasted a sweet so sweet
I'm not used to crying for things like these

It isn’t obvious, but I feel it in my chest
Have I gone too far? Did I do my best?
You only notice when it’s almost done
I feel my future has just begun

I'm in California, losing sleep
Things are changing, I feel seen
I'm in California, leaving soon
Nothing changes unless you do