Motions

Why won't you look at me?
Fuck you, I look at you all the time, there is just nothing to look at
Female, I am so furious in this moment
I am also furious, listen to my vocal inflection
Now I am sad, I am sad because you are cruel, I am bored with you
You are the worst, the worst
I know you are, but what am I?

It's strange
But I guess it makes a bit of sense, oh
That with age
We'd lose a lick of innocence
I give you words I stole right out of storybooks
And you give me those halfway-smiles and dirty looks

If it isn't enough
What could I possibly say to make it up?
If we run out of lust and trust we're truly fucked
And as we start to rust our hearts combust
And just like us our love will bite the dust

My heart is truly open
And on my sleeve
But we're going through the motions
Stuck on repeat
And we're broken, broken
And it seems, that we're going through the motions
Going through the motions

I am furious and sad and other feelings
You do not know how to feel, you are a monster, I hate you

I depend on passion
Dispensed in an angry fashion
I need lashing out on brash decisions
We can't rap in-
The lies
These things that I know you hide that I'm not having
Blind eyes, can't turn 365 when things go stagnant
We’re trying, it’s just not there
Oh, we’re dying
We just don’t care
Fuck you
No I’m, no guts, no glory
No violence, no love story

If it isn’t enough
What could I possibly say to make it up?
If we run out of lust and trust, we’re truly fucked
And as we start to rust, our hearts combust
And just like us, our love will bite the dust

My heart is truly open
And on my sleeve
But we're going through the motions
Stuck on repeat
And we're broken, broken
And it seems, that we're going through the motions
Going through the motions
How did we get so lost
My heart is truly open
And on my sleeve
But we're going through the motions
Stuck on repeat
And we're broken, broken
And it seems, that we're going through the motions
Going through the motions

I love you
I know, but you are sick