Chamomile

I don't feel good enough
And nothing I have ever done ever was
Chamomile on the table top
Something no one ever noticed
Till it's gone

But if I've gotten this far
What's it gonna take?
If I'm trying so hard
But nothing will change
If I'm breaking my heart
For someone say
Congratulations

When I'm not hating everything about myself
And changing just to please everybody else
I'm chasing whatever makes me good enough
When I'm not faking okay with my mental health
Escaping the problems I should help
I'm chasing whatever makes me good enough
No matter if it never does

On the map but I feel so raw
Blisters dragging on the pavement feeling lost
Nothings left
And something's wrong
How the party's ever fading in the fog

But if I've gotten this far
What's it gonna take?
If I'm trying so hard
But nothing will change
If I'm breaking my heart
For someone say
Congratulations

When I'm not hating everything about myself
And changing just to please everybody else
I'm chasing whatever makes me good enough
When I'm not faking okay with my mental health
Escaping the problems I should help
I'm chasing whatever makes me good enough
No matter if it never does

So am I good enough?
Am I?
Am I?