Composure

Losing balance as I weigh out my options
It's an everyday morning routine
Through every hazy memory
At any second you can recount the climax
Not as vivid as it used to be
Through every hazy memory

The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide only houses self doubt
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable
Been avoiding conversation
But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable

Life's unfolding like the plot of a movie
Not the version that everyone sees
My dreams laid out in front of me
(Like dreams laid out in front of me)
I never told anyone, but the truth is I see the shadow hanging over me

The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide only houses self doubt
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable
Been avoiding conversation
But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable

The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide only houses self doubt
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable
Been avoiding conversation
But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable