Know Better

I said I wouldn't call you
But that's what I did
As soon as I landed
I couldn't resist

And I'm getting real good at
Bringing you up
And pretending it's normal
But I do it too much

I lie to all of my friends
I swear we're better off friends
But it's getting harder for me to hide it
I can't

I should know not to call you
I should know I'm only making it worse
Guess I'm not strong enough
I should know better
I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures
Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked
Can't stop looking you up
I should know better but there's no better than you

I've been waking up early
I've been writing shit down
And I'm going to therapy
I don't know if it helps

I lie to all of my friends
I swear you're outta my head
But it's getting harder for me to hide it
I can't

I should know not to call you
I should know I'm only making it worse
Guess I'm not strong enough
I should know better
I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures
Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked
Can't stop looking you up
I should know better, but there's no better than you

Yeah, I should know better
Oh, I should know better
I lie to all of my friends
I swear you're outta my head
Outta my head

I should know not to call you
I should know I'm only making it worse
Guess I'm not strong enough
I should know better
I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures
Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked
Can't stop looking you up
I should know better, but there's no better than you