Reminds Me...

Reminds me of someone I was before
When nothin' was on my mind
Was I happy?
Was I on the wrong track?
Was there anything more than that?

I thought I'd heard it all before
I had a reason to be bored
Self-defeating, self-assured

Remind me when I'm headin' out the door
With all of this left behind
I was happy
I was on the right track
Was there anything more than that?

Cut to the meaning, cut the cord
I kinda like it when I'm bored
I've had enough, don't need no more

It's a bitter relief to be here again
Sailin' out on a sea of my old regrets
Guess I'm livin' the dream, hope for the best
It's a fine belief, won't hold my breath
I'm in too deep to start over
I'm not asleep, I'm just older
I can't control the time
And I won't waste it trying for another minute more

I wanna be here for it all
I'm incomplete, I'm in control
Comfortably uncomfortable
The moment comes, the moment goes
I guess I'll never really know
I never really know
I never really know