Anhedonia

Soft skin
Tearing through

Painless
I can remember the days when I used to taste it
Wasted all of the times where I did what I had to fake it
Shameless, faceless
One too many places

Oh, how the days are filled
With everlonging for more
Of an understanding for why these sights
Only appear to the covered eye

Where do you go when all the roads
Just bring you close to all the places already known?
Isn't this insanity?
Every day is the same
Or at least essentially

Around we go
Our carnival
Choose your ride
Enjoy it until you die

No one survives
Leave it locked inside
No one survives
Leave it locked inside

Why take the time to feel anything at all
When everything in this world is so miserable?
It even seems the beautiful things have
Run along
Or maybe it could be
It is more so that we only
Begin to love things
Once they are already gone

My sweet disconnect
Lover o' distance
An absence of dialogue
A quiet earth

You can change the world through simple thoughts
People pretend to be something that they're not
It's up to you to see through
Even obstructed visions still have a view