Noir

I wish I could know
What is wrong with me
All I try to show
Seems to go unseen
So much space between
Myself and anything
Further away I stray
I feel myself fade

Overwhelming intrusive thought
Staring into the Sun
Pull me down
I am only stepping stones
Shadow of my silhouette
Blade in my spine
Mine all mine
Forever in debt to
My reclusive mind

Noir in my eyes
Blood spills when I cry
I can't escape it
So I embrace it

I remember the days before
The sky was always so gray
Before smiles were
Not just hiding the pain