Not Got You

How hard
not having the courage
to talk to you
is something hard to understand
see you with another
it hurts me
I try to endure
more it's unbearable

I do not want to think
I'll wake up
knowing that my eyes
will not find you
yes
is hard endure

I'll try to be strong
need you
and tell me now
when I,
when it's time
right to say
I love you!

I do not want to think
I'll agree
and my eyes will not see you
is hard to take

I feel like I'm leaving
I will break in half
I miss you
catch me cutting my wrist
with glass.
Our last picture thrown on the ground
with all the letters I wrote

and

I do not want to think
I'll agree
and my eyes will not see you
is hard to take ..