Memories

Memories

Memories

I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, II have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girlI'm pale here alone, girl
I see through your liesI know your eyes lie
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or dieI don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flightLying here alone, I think I'm finally flying

Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolvedI'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you upI know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me beBut girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apartTrying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying

Everything's getting colder, carrying all this weight on my shouldersEverything getting colder, all this shit on my shoulder
Here, facing death alone, nothing left, I'm soberHere and dying alone, there's nothing left and I'm sober
Just wanna move forward, unsure if we're throughI just want to move on, but I don't know if we're done
Just wanna move on, but you won't give me closureI just want to move on, but you're not giving me a closure
No one here to lend a hand, been on this journeyNo one here to help me I have been traveling
Damn, am I dead or alive?Damn bitch, am I dead or alive?

No one around as I pass by, they don't even hearNo one around me I pass, but they don't hear
Seeing demons at night, tempting me to fallI'm seeing demons at night they want me to slip
There's nothing here for me, spreading my wingsThere's nothing here for me I'm flying abroad
They don't care for me, just shattered memoriesThey have no love for me, just broken memories
Your love was all I craved, now you've moved onYour love is all I need, but now you've overcome me
All we could've had, just a sad tale for meEverything we could have been, is a hopeless poem for me

I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, II have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girlI'm pale here alone, girl
I see through your liesI know your eyes lie
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or dieI don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flightLying here alone, I think I'm finally flying

Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolvedI'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you upI know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me beBut girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apartTrying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying