So lost
Watching for everything you've done
And I don't want to leave
I've learned to be a little ghost
And I don't want to make you see
You're too far from home

I feel it all inside me
I feel the gods defy me
I can't keep you safe
I don't want to change

I see the dark closing in my chest in every way
I'm still alive but never safe
Got wounds I'll never name
And I don't want to make you bleed with a body fighting to be free
And I don't want to make you feel a body you should leave

I feel it all inside me
I feel the gods defy me
I can't keep you safe
I don't want to change

I can't keep you safe
I don't want to change

I feel it all inside me
I feel the gods defy me
I can't keep you safe
I don't want to change