I Wish I Was Mad

When I was a child, only with fear and pain
Looking for my light between shadows remained
Looking for the warmth, the love of those who had loved
Forgetting the heart, the cold of those who had loved
And after all this time nothing has changed

I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors
I wish I was mad and break down my walls
I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors
I wish I was mad, I don't care what they say

So when I grew up, I meant to have another chance
Still looking for light realised I had it inside
Remember the warmth, the love of those who had loved
Forgetting the heart, the cold of those who had loved
And after all this time something has changed

I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors
I wish I was mad and break down my walls
I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors
I wish I was mad, I don't care what they say