Face My Reality

It's so hard
It's so hard

See that everything is falling apart, falling downhill
You're not in my place, to see that some things bring me down
I feel the Sun on my face, but I don't feel the daylight
I think what I need is a place to hide

Lately I've been feeling so down
I'm sinking, I'm the one on the ground

It's so hard to face my reality
When it came to me so, so naturally
I'm in a game, eventually
It's so hard to know that I'm not here
That in thoughts I ran away from me

It's hard to face my reality
However, I don't think I know if I love me
Actually, it is painful to face reality

Seeing that I'm bad makes me overthink
Everyone sees that I ruin things
I see the night, but I don't feel alive
I walk through the night, not feeling alive

Lately I've been wanting to stay in my bed
Of getting up and going over it instead

It's so hard to face my reality
When it came to me so, so naturally
I'm in a game, eventually
It's so hard to know that I'm not here
That in thoughts I ran away from me

It's hard to face my reality
However, I don't think I know if I love me
Actually, it is painful to face reality

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It's so hard to face my reality
When it came to me so so naturally
I'm in a game, eventually
It's so hard to know that I'm not here
That in thoughts I ran away from me

It's hard to face my reality
However, I don't think I know if I love me
Actually, it is painful to face reality

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