What Now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait out
What now?
Ooh, what now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time?
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out!
What now?
Please, tell me
What now?

There's no one to call ‘cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
‘Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-ow-ow why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-ow-ow why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-ow-ow why
So what now?