Next Life

Maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like ah

I've been tryna manifest
And speak my happiness into existence
Who am I kidding?
Meditating every day
But journaling and burning sage don't fix it
Something's still missing

What if self help doesn't help my self-esteem?
Going through hell tryna fix the worst of me
Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever
Scared half to death it'll never get better for me
That's me, but

Maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like ah
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark sides
Take over my mind like ah
And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ah

Easier to just believe
In all the things that I can't see wishing
Creates distance
Between me and reality
'Cause all these enemies can be persistent
Though non-existent

What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem?
Going through hell tryna fix the worst of me
Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever
Scared half to death it'll never get better for me
That's me, but

Maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like ah
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark sides
Take over my mind like ah
And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ah

And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying

Maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like ah
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark sides
Take over my mind like ah
And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ah